♥ K a r i n a ♥ Tuesday, November 14, 2006
I really love this song
You know what. I havent been feeling so well these few days. My mind is flooded with thoughts and questions. Sometimes i feel horrible and sometimes it seems fine to me. Hmm strange huh??.. I tend to live for people. I tend to follow everything they wanted me to do just to satisfy them. I should try to live for myself and not allow people to step on me all the time. I'm so sick and tired of it. Yeap i'm going to be nasty hehehe jk.... Confidence.. Whats that?? It seems to be so difficult for me to find it and yet so many people possess it. I guess i shouldnt be ranting about all this nonsense because people might get sick reading my blog..
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I finally got my prom dress. Its an Auther yen's black tube gown with a split at the side. Bought it from KL during my shopping trip there... Pretty satisfied with it.. I guess this year i wouldnt be having much fun. I'm not even excited about it. I guess i just missed "something" so much. Its all in the past i guess and i'm leaving it all behind. The only thing which makes it worth while to go for prom is definitely all my great great friends. From ambassadors to classmates, everyone of them are awesome people. I really enjoyed myself hanging out,doing things and going out with them. SHO SHO SHO i'm definitely going to support the ambassadors as well as to meet up with classmates.
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Guys can be the one who brings down a girl's self esteem and confidence but at that same time they can do likewise. I guess i have to be strong and not dwell about things all the time. I've made a mistake by falling for someone who is not even my usual cup of tea. So i'm just going to forget about everything because things were not meant to be. I guess in everyone's life, there will always be a special person who will appear at some point of our life.
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One more thing!! Do i seriously looked like i cant speak a single word of mandarine?? One thing that people might not know about me. I can speak mandarine and i'm not afraid to show it because this is what we speak as a chinese. Why should you hide your true identity as a chinese and complain about those chinese speakers?... Maybe i tend to speak more english because i am mixing with more english speaking people. Yeap was once from a chinese school. 我不是不会讲，而是没机会... lol but its certainly hard to type lotsa chinese characters using the computer. Writing would be much faster hehehe.. Anyways i've been hanging out alot with my fellow ambassadors due to prom performances and for the promoting prom. Oh yeah , by the way!! buy from me prom tickets if you need one hehe. I'm currently selling it. :P Alright i've gotta run now. Back to my dramas lol.. Have a great week people. I'll be off to cameron and penang from friday till next week wed..
