
♥ K a r i n a ♥ Saturday, May 05, 2007
Here i am. In my own comfort zone. Typing out a post at 2.19 am. I should in fact be in bed right now. BUT......
I couldnt...
There have been so many things running through my mind right now.
You see, Reality can be cruel. People who possess the ability to manipulate never fails to gain the trust of others. As for people who dont, gets bullied.
What has the world became. A place for hypocrites, people who pretends to have beliefs, virtues and feelings that one does not truly possess. It becomes increasingly difficult to identify between the truth and the lies.
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I'm also a little confused over feelings i have for him.
Someone taught me how to identify feelings:
If you notice him/her all the time. Even when theres many people all around you, you will be able to find him/her.
If you are willing to go out on a date with him/her
If you can picture the future of the both of you being together
If you can accept his/her imperfections
LOL
I watched movies too and they teach you how to identify your feelings in different ways.
Lines like "You make my heart beats faster and slower at the same time" seems sweet.
Not only that. It is also said that if you ge sweaty palms and your breathing gets short, you feel for that person.
I know i've felt feelings but have never find ways to define love.
I supposed it is something that cannot be explained.
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Class today was fine. We had the most interesting contemporary world class today. LOL. We were haveing this debate on the cold war. US vs USSR. It was hilarious with kenneth, alex, sze along with their Russian team fighting with us, The Americans. We also managed to put a smile on Ujval's face. His our tutor by the way. People went totally out of topic after half of the session and ahem somebody even suggested to ask if Koreans were the ones who builds the Great wall LOL. Mt Rentap is nuts haha. Journalism was hell as usual. He gave us a couple of articles and we had to do a presentation on our oppinions. I guess i screwed up things but at least i tried. Unlike some people who didint even want to stand up and talk. I merely wanted to improve on certain areas which i'm not really good at. Well, hope i'll do better next time. I'm still considering if i want to debate or do the presentation alone. Sigh* Assignment 2 is not complete and assignment 3 is already starting. Went for steamboat after that. The night was pretty much ruined by gastric. I guess i should eat much earlier the next time. Went for a drink after that before heading home at probably one plus.
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Supposed to catch Spiderman3 at the cinema tomorrow but apparently mr khaw and mr tan have something on i supposed. Hmm probably will catch it next week.
I'm going back home next week!:)
Whee!
Alright, I'm feeling a little sleepy right now. Have a great weekend :)



