♥ K a r i n a ♥ Tuesday, June 15, 2010
It took me so long to get out of everything that has happened within these few months when I was at Melbourne.
Of course. The things that happened at Melbourne were just incidents added on to the whole list of other "stuff" that I have come across my whole life.
It took me long enough to get back on track and to focus on my studies again.
It took me long enough to pick up the pieces and the confidence I once lost.
Took me so long but I did and Thankfully I did.
Those were the lessons to be learnt.
To not give in to easily.
To not forgive so easily.
To not trust so easily.
I finished what I planned for. That is my first semester of the Masters program.
and
Most importantly. I'm stronger.
Though things have changed. People are no longer in good terms. People no longer hang out like how they used to. These are the facts that can't be altered and I learnt that no matter what I do, it's just the way it is. I can't change facts. I treasure such a thing called "friendship" but it has nothing to do with me nor I am obliged to patch people/things up because I have no part of this mess.
Hypocrisy is what I see. Such a treasure called the "friendship" deserved honesty and sincerity.
之前的我已经不存在。以前总是傻呼呼的， 太轻意相信别人说的话。而且， 一直都被人家期负。我现在的所做所为都是为了要保护自己。
All I'm saying is that I went through a lot to get to where I am right now. I am going to get good grades and graduate from my Masters program. At least I'm sensible enough to understand the importance of education and the fact that my parents worked hard to pay for my studies rather than to waste my life away.
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