
♥ K a r i n a ♥ Monday, July 12, 2010
I'm taking back everything that I said about being ready for Melbourne before this because the truth is, I'm not. It's been a pretty emotional week for me but I know that I'm not supposed to react this way because I have been at Melbourne for quite some time afterall. It's just the fact that coming back home made me happy and that I got so used to life back at home again. It is all about battling with doubts on whom I could trust back at Melbourne and besides Alva(she's the only one I trust and have a good friendship with) I find myself not being able to feel the chemistry and the friendship that I have with the people back at home. To be honest, I'm not sure what will happen or what am I expecting from this whole new semester. I'm scared.
and I really do miss Selina at the moment. I was about to tear after hugging her before going in the departure hall but I held it back because I don't want her to feel sad as well. I had so much of fun with her while I was at KL.
At least I'm me back at home. The people here accepts me for who I am and I have grown so attached to them. Even my Grandmother was being emotional before I left her house when I visited her. All she said was that she wanted me to be back home soon so she can see me again.
I simply dread this feeling.
On a much lighter note,
Look at who is making an appearance on my blog today (: . It's been a long time since I last saw them. Got reunited with them again after such a long time. I accidently left them behind before travelling back to Melbourne.

It was a short trip back to KL but I really did enjoyed myself spending time with ah kong, ah mah, Selina and Alex. Can't wait to be back again!






Sonia is back! (: I missed her so much and it feels so good to have our heart to heart talk once again. Shes one of those people who knows me well enough and she cares.