Anyway, I told people like Jon and Lexy that I have already made up my mind on leaving Melbourne for good. Plenty of good memories but not a place for me to stay on for a long period of time.

Call me a brat but I can never get used to waking up and sleeping alone. The loneliness is unbearable knowing that I am so used to having people around me. My friends are all either staying real far away from me (most of them) or they now have their own group of friends. Sounds quite sad but yeah, I can't help things and if those are the friends that goes out of your life, they are not really your true friends. I am saying this because it is only going to get worst since people are all leaving Melbourne for good. This semester is the loneliest that I have been ever since setting foot in Melbourne.

I miss my family and my friends back at home. Certainly miss my own comfort zone.

Big enough reason but I have also thought of my job options and getting a PR here. I'm involved in a highly competitive field. It is going to be difficult in terms of getting a PR and a job as well. Good money but does not mean that everyone is going to be earning good money! Not being negative but just being realistic. I don't want to be doing odd jobs while waiting for my PR and there's no guarantee on getting it.

SO YES I'M LEAVING MELBOURNE FOR GOOD.

I have already booked online for my stuff to be sent back. Yay! Finally I will have more space in my tiny room!

Melbourne taught me plenty of things. I became stronger, learnt how to fend for myself and survive when I'm alone. I guess you can say that I'm a little less shy as compared to what I was. Good times with all the University clubs and friends I have at Melbourne!