I am currently coming up with a new blog skin. This blog template has been with me for many years and I did not know much about java script, flash and cold fusion at that time. haha Purely html but yeah, I'll be changing real soon.
Anyway, I told people like Jon and Lexy that I have already made up my mind on leaving Melbourne for good. Plenty of good memories but not a place for me to stay on for a long period of time.
Call me a brat but I can never get used to waking up and sleeping alone. The loneliness is unbearable knowing that I am so used to having people around me. My friends are all either staying real far away from me (most of them) or they now have their own group of friends. Sounds quite sad but yeah, I can't help things and if those are the friends that goes out of your life, they are not really your true friends. I am saying this because it is only going to get worst since people are all leaving Melbourne for good. This semester is the loneliest that I have been ever since setting foot in Melbourne.
I miss my family and my friends back at home. Certainly miss my own comfort zone.
HAHAHA I had to put this picture up. Reminds me of how me and Sonia used to prank Sze Jia by telling the TGIF people that it's her Birthday when it's not. (The picture below was when we told the waiter that it's "Sally's" birthday hahahaha! )
Big enough reason but I have also thought of my job options and getting a PR here. I'm involved in a highly competitive field. It is going to be difficult in terms of getting a PR and a job as well. Good money but does not mean that everyone is going to be earning good money! Not being negative but just being realistic. I don't want to be doing odd jobs while waiting for my PR and there's no guarantee on getting it.
SO YES I'M LEAVING MELBOURNE FOR GOOD.
I have already booked online for my stuff to be sent back. Yay! Finally I will have more space in my tiny room!
Melbourne taught me plenty of things. I became stronger, learnt how to fend for myself and survive when I'm alone. I guess you can say that I'm a little less shy as compared to what I was. Good times with all the University clubs and friends I have at Melbourne!
Have been cooking a lot lately at home. haha It helps me save some money (:
This is a picture of what used to be half of my house. Now it's ground zero. We are all just waiting for something to be built there. Our family project. Hopefully it looks good (:
There's so many things going on in my head and I would love to write them out but I am absolutely no idea where to start with.
It revolves around my future plans (How I'm saddened by the situation in our country but yet I still feel that it's home.
My parents have been putting quite a huge amount of pressure on me. They are quite bent on the idea of me working and living overseas. I get the logic of how my dad handles his businesses and how much sacrifices he's made just to make sure everything goes through without much difficulty but my mind thinks likewise.), my own issues (my school work, my life and my relationships with people. I won't go much detail into it because it's difficult for me to put everything in words at the moment), and how I should learn how to handle things in a more matured manner and not avoid them.
I have been ordering in quite often lately either because of school work or to catch up with the shows I have missed out on. Thanks to somebody, I get to enjoy all my favourite shows!
Went for one of the shows for the Melbourne Comedy Festival and boy it was pretty good! Enjoyed myself. It's something new for me because I have never been to one besides musicals and film festivals.
Yummy milkshake and burger from Misty's Diner.
Acoustic version of Muse's "Time Is Running Out". Classic!
I finally got the chance eat at Jacques Reymond last night. It was such a great dinner and is definitely the best that I have ever had at Melbourne. This restaurant is the best in Melbourne and have won quite a number of awards. If you ever have the chance to, it's worth the long wait. Book early because it's full every single week!
My days have been filled with endless amount of assignments. Quite a tiring semester but hopefully I will be able to do good in this. *cross fingers*