♥ K a r i n a ♥ Saturday, January 21, 2006
AIks yeap... its is indeed a long time since i've updated my friggin blog... well my time have been pretty hactic throughout this few weeks.. have been working like crazee!!!... hmm besides that my streamyx modem broked down.. haizz.. well HOT NEWS!! i quited my job!! LOL... well its already end of the month and another HOT NEWS!! .. I've already started my college life!!... yeap anyways college is chunted.. not bad at all... especially you'll meet like a whole lot of new people from all walks of life.. yikes how cool is that... NEW HUNKS hehe.. and NEW BABES.. you'll be supprised by how people actually dresses in college.. top to bottom all BRANDED! ... hehe yeap their super stylish i must say... I'm actually doing my monash foundation right now.. geez its gonna be SUPER TOUGH!! coz i've made a decision to pick up science subjects again... yeap so that i will be left with more choices in MONASH UNIVERSITY next year.. eheeh gotta show off a little... coz monash is categorized as one of the top eight U in AUSSIE!! yeap its number 2 right behind melbourne U... yeap... i'm excited, i'm pumped up to study like mad...But i guess i'll be facing more stress!! eiks... yeap monash aint something easy... I've chosen to take up English,Maths,Chemistry,Computer science and accounting.. whua!! guess i'm gonna become a full time nerd eh... yeap sonia, amal, jas, chu, szejia ... everyone is here with me!! lolx... wohoo... and i've made lotsa new friends...all my new class mates are awesome... theres a couple of cute guys and gorgeous girls! fuh...oh yea.. ORIENTATION was hillarious!! haha we had this ice breaking session where all of us have to get to know each other by playing this game... yeap they gave us each a whole list on a paper which represents the habits and personality of each and everyone of us... it was easy at first but when it came to the "WHO can act like PHUA CHU KANG" and "WHO can sing like CELINE DION "part... haha none of us knew who can do it...ahaha guess who won the challenge!! ME, szejia and two more girls... haha... we were practically running around like a bunch of spasticated chickens... very funny!... okay when it came to the SERIOUS part... everyone got really tensed up.. especially when our "FAVOURITE" head of MUFY came to give her speech..yea she was mentioning all the courses offered in MUFY and she kept on repeating that we have to promise that we study hard lah... crap... her tone sounded like shes some old granny! ish.MENYAMPAH betul haiyoh....and yea she have that super fierce look... hmm that explains the silence moment during the speech haha.. no one dared to even cough...poor us... okay overall still enjoying my college life... Besides college, I've been pretty busy shopping for new year's stuff !! whee... the best part.. SHOPPING!!..... CAN imagine the number of receipts i have in my purse eh?? hehe.... indeed i've been spending my money like nobody's buisness...ahaha just having the toughts of angpows, new clothes, meeting relatives, EATING!! i just cant wait for that moment to arrive.. hehe and yeap i'll definitely gain lotsa weight!! probably by the end of feb.. i'll transform into a big fat lady...ahaha and yea not to forget the super nerdy look with glasses.. just like what ryan have mentioned... ahaha mean mean!!.. hehe... hmm and this part is dedicated to sharveen.... she have been hospitalised due to some health problems while attending NS!! that darn camp which gave her so many probs.. the moment i saw her in hospital today, tears almost rolled down my cheeks.. haizz she became so weak and skinny... poor her.. well hope she'll GET WELL SOON.. coz i wanna see her smiling happily again like how she always do... and yeap... i'm getting my final job pay soon whee!! haha... ahuh mONEY MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND!... no money =hard to survive.... okay i shall cut my crap now.. lolx.... dont wanna sounds too whiney ..take care folks!
♥ K a r i n a ♥ Friday, January 06, 2006
uhm well... i am not really in the perfect mood to write today but... yeap i needed somewhere to rant.. since theres no one online for me to pour out all my troubles..i'm feeling kinda low now...hmm wonder what my problems eh??.... yeap guys, rumours.. felt like a tissue after being used and being dumped at the same time... how come i always get such a treatment??seems like i have to go through this again.. i know i might have sounded like some desperado yeap or you might even find me a nuisance or just an irritating girl.. but yeap.. i'm human too.. i want my relationships to work out well...i just need an answer to all the questions lingering all around my mind... why do i always get used??? i am serious at everything i do and that includes this... going out with me a few times.. doing everything to make me feel so comfortable and after that just dissapear without a trace??... A MASSAGE TO ALL THE GUYS OUT THERE.. never I MEAN NEVER ever do that... its cruel and ungentlemen... especially towards those girls who arent aware of things happening around them... using me sounds good to everybody eh???... I dont want popularity or anything... i just want a quiet, contented and a happy life.. is that too much to ask for..and do i look like some girl who flirts around so much???..why does rumours always take place in my life??... just what THE HELL DID I DO??... when i try to be nice , everyone took advantages of me... JUST leave me alone ... no matter how pissed i was .. i never once dare to use any vulgar words to express the anger within me..yeap you must be thinking that i'm some lame freak or whatsover.. but yeap.. i've never once use the F word neither the middle finger before in my whole life... people might have the mentality that using that word might sounds cool...BUT.. NO to me it aint...its unsophisticated....All i did was lotsa hidings.. and covering up alll the mess in my life by being this super happy girl... even my besties doesnt know anything about me.. coz i prefers to help them rather then being a burden to them...but bottling up everything seems so hard.. haizz... i guess i just have to keep myself busy all the time... yeap it helps me alot...well i'm so sorry here.. just neede some where to rant and whine... but anyways i dont think there'll be even anyone interested in reading this anyways.. okay think i need a break here... take care everyone....
♥ K a r i n a ♥
every girl dreams for that one guy who :
* says "i love you" and really, truly means it.
* that opens doors.
* that walks on the outside of a sidewalk so he can be the first to get hit by a car that careens off the road & push her out of the way.
* that cooks dinner for her.
* that said, "you're beautiful."
* that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
* that gives flowers and a card when she is sick (& even a stuffed animal perhaps).
* who has given her flowers just because she is feeling a bit depressed.
* that said he would die for her.
* that really would.
* that did what she wanted to do.
* that treated her like a princess.
* that cried in front of her.
* that she cried in front of.
* that holds hands with her.
* that kisses her with meaning.
* that hugs her when she's sad.
* who would give their jacket up.
* that calls to make sure she got home safe.
* that would sit & wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
* that would give his seat up.
* that just wants to cuddle.
* that will just sleep (no sex) with her.
* that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what (even if she got fat).
* who told his secrets to her.
* that tried to show how much he cared through every word & every breathe.
* that thought maybe this could be the one.
* that believed in her dreams.
* that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
* that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
* that wasn't just trying to get laid.
* that actually listened
* says "i love you" and really, truly means it.
* that opens doors.
* that walks on the outside of a sidewalk so he can be the first to get hit by a car that careens off the road & push her out of the way.
* that cooks dinner for her.
* that said, "you're beautiful."
* that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
* that gives flowers and a card when she is sick (& even a stuffed animal perhaps).
* who has given her flowers just because she is feeling a bit depressed.
* that said he would die for her.
* that really would.
* that did what she wanted to do.
* that treated her like a princess.
* that cried in front of her.
* that she cried in front of.
* that holds hands with her.
* that kisses her with meaning.
* that hugs her when she's sad.
* who would give their jacket up.
* that calls to make sure she got home safe.
* that would sit & wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
* that would give his seat up.
* that just wants to cuddle.
* that will just sleep (no sex) with her.
* that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what (even if she got fat).
* who told his secrets to her.
* that tried to show how much he cared through every word & every breathe.
* that thought maybe this could be the one.
* that believed in her dreams.
* that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
* that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
* that wasn't just trying to get laid.
* that actually listened
♥ K a r i n a ♥ Thursday, January 05, 2006
yo folks....well today is the day where i couldnt help but to feel proud of myself... ahuh i got my very first paycheck!! the feeling of satisfaction upon receiving my paycheck emerged sending me flying on cloud nine haha i know i might have sounded a little "jakun" but yeap i'm serious... hard work definitely pays off.. So hmm wonder what will i use the money for?? ahuh! certainly for my new year's stuff.. whee thinking of clothes, shoes, accesories, new year.. i'm definitely feeling high now.. ehehe... other then that.. yeap another working day .. feeling a little exhausted right now.. aiks but its still too early to turn in... ahaha one more thing!! something hilarious happened just now... lolx ... daddy picked my up from my workplace... and we headed to the nearby mamak shop... yeap its an open air one... eiks disastrous sial .. as we were happily enjoying out food, suddenly it started pouring heavilly... which left us stucked underneath the huge umbrella we were in.. waited and waited.. nope the rain did not stop...i got totally drenched.and to make matter worst! i have not finish my meal yet!!.. yeap tables and chairs all wet, theres even rain water in my food blek!!..After that, haizz .. without much choice... daddy ran back to his car to get his umbrella.. yeap an awesome dad indeed heh :P ...Other then that, SZEJIA PASSED HER THEORY TEST! whee hehe.... sonia started her first day at college.. hmm wonder how she is now... and yeap all of us are going the AEON tebrau city mall this sun whee hehe... this place is totally cool as it is filled with uncountable branded shops!! Thinking of roxy, quicksilver, Dorothy perkins, and ahh TOPSHOP one of my all time favourite.HEHE ITS JUST TOTALLY BRILLIANT!!....cant wait for that.. lolx okay okay i think i shall stop here.dont wanna sound like i'm some insane spasticated jakun chicken here :P. till then Karina OUT!
♥ K a r i n a ♥
Yo folks.. am actually back with a new blog... cant find the rational for forgetting my username for the former blog lolx... well to be frank, 2005 is certainly one hell a challenging year as it was a year filled with uncountable conflicts,SPM, haizz indeed an exceptionally tough year for me..Proud to say, i'm still standing strong overcoming all obstacles against all odds..i guess these are just lessons arranged by god in order to create a more mature me lolx.. well i would like to take this oppurtunity to thank each and everyone of you for guiding me and giving me all the support throughout year 2005... and that includes my darling sis yeap our sibling ties will remain strong, all my besties you guys rawks to the core! and many others for showering me with all your care and concern.. kudos to all of you!! yeap overall cant deny that 2005 is tough and yet memorable ...:P Ive learned how to trust, to love, to believe and yeap everything.. leaving school was definitely hard as i've spent most of my time being there...and besides that, i'm pretty indecisive over the next step i should take...college? haizz seems like the cost of going to college might be a burden for my parents...I am also having fears of selecting the wrong path.. geez need help man...chances are, i should be leaving on feb or either march.. nope not gonna wait till results are out...and yea the last event i've gone to ever since school ended was the prom... hmm well it was not bad at all... was there to support my fellow school mates hehe.. and yeap the music was HOT... nobody could resist the music... yeap everyone was dancing all the way..i couldnt help but to mention here how gorgeous my friends looked during the prom woo! lolx... and yeap got to know so many peeps there.. ehehe speaking of dancing.. eiks lolx AWKWARD! lolx very very... they have this couple dance ahem which i am not familiar with hehe guess i totally screwed everything up with my partner probably wondering what the hell was i thinking at that time.. hehe couldnt stop laughing... okok i've had lotsa fun hanging out with my friends.. yeap the sleepover, shopping, lepaking eiks everything was fun yet memorable.. sobs.. guess they are pretty busy right now.. with sonia starting off in college, sharveen handling ns , szejia taking her driving lessons... and me, haizz yeap i'm working.. you see, it wasnt what i expected.... i tought i wouldnt have much problem working.. but NO!! it was hell tiring and tough lolx.. okay i might have been a little pampered eiks but cant blame me either... all these years, my dearest parents have been protecting me too much hehe which leads to = ahem me now....well who cares i survived!.. and guess what! i'm gonna receive my very first paycheck soon!! whee! okay christmas! not too bad... went for some pool party.. kinda boring though lolx.. having all the aunties and kids.. eiks.. hmm besides that went to church .. bla bla... yeap i felt love! hehe the number of smses i received during christmas was totally insane! lolx yeap thanks you guys.. awh...okay new years eve?? eiks another disastrous one after what i had last year hahaha! yeap i did my countsown at hyatt.. BUT outside lolx following people "inside" the lounge grr.. yeap but oh well heck cares as long as i have my family members beside me i guess its enough... hehe... have been working for the past few days.. haizz okay i shall end my oh-so -long post hehe till then OUT!
