♥ K a r i n a ♥ Thursday, July 27, 2006
hey people, i just read my sister's blog a couple of days ago. She was talking about her first love. I guess i'm big enough to understand what love really means. Everyone will go through this phase as we move on the journey of life. LOVE= a strong positive emotion of regard and affection. It is a pretty strong word and requires mutual understanding,acceptance and courage to be able to achieve such feeling. There are people who are afraid to love or to accept love as they have the fear of getting emotionally hurt, losing the other half and many more. Other than that, you are exposed to insecurities,jealousy and distraction as you might be emotionally unstable. Love can describe an intense feeling of affection, an emotion or an emotional state. In ordinary use, it usually refers to interpersonal love, an experience usually felt by a person for another person. Love is commonly considered impossible to define. We have to be emotionally strong to accept love. It can be sweet, but it can be bitter as well. Love can also make a person hate. We all need somebody to love and to care for us as we need a companion to accompany us as we move on to prevent us from loneliness and emptiness. Well i've personally got pretty hurt by some past experience. I realised that love cant be achieve in just a short period of time. It requires time as we slowly get to understand and to know the beauty of that particular person. We must never be afraid to get back on the right track again even after falling out of love. It might not be easy, but i believe that everyone have their special someone waiting for them in some point of our life. We just need to have the patience, do not rush things and perseverence We must not have negative toughts of ourself as we need confidence and courage. Before you want the others to love you, you have to learn how to love yourself as well. Crush,Admiration,like? They are not the same as love. Do not misunderstood things. Investigate carefully before ruling out any possibilities of love. There might be people we like and do not like us along the way. Dont give up as there will be someone out there who cant wait to explore your personalities and to share all the ups and downs in life with you. Do not be wishy washy in making decision. Follow your heart as wrong decisions might lead to the failure of a relationship. It is not about how you look but it is about how your personalities reflect you. Find that special someone who is able to accept your good points and also your flaws at the same time without complaining much. If they are not able to accept you, that's not love. Love can just come by anytime without even you realising it.
Wow! that was hell long.. I didint know i could write so much about that four letter words. I've spent almost 18 years of my life finding what i want in life. I want a simple, carefree and happy life. My dream seems easilly achieved but it requires strong personalities to maintain. I do not blame god for creating conflicts along the way as i know that i'll learn and grow to be a more mature person. I might not have big ambitions of taking up high flying jobs or challenging people from all walks of life. As least i'm happy enough. I hated being in a pressured environment. I love helping people. Giving them advices when they needed me because seeing them smile again gives me the sense of satisfaction, it makes me happy,it motivates me and it also makes me want to find out what is next for me. We all have sweet and bitter moments. Dont be afraid to face them because YOU CAN DEFEAT them against all odds. You can if you think you can. Life is not about beng in the in-groups in school, looks,popularity and many more. It is about finding ultimate happiness. Of course, there are bound to be people who cant wait to see you fall. Dont be afraid to stand up for yourself. If you care about how people think about you all the time, life would have been miserable. I know it its pretty scary to grow up but this is what everyone have to go through. Till then, i rest my case. Pretty hungry at the moment. Do come back for more pictures on my singapore trip soon!
♥ K a r i n a ♥ Sunday, July 16, 2006
Heya fellow blog readers i shall post up the picture of our favorite thing to do during LAN classes. WARNING!! may contain crapilicious contents which was just created for pure laughter. If you are unable to accept crappiness, DONT SCHROLL DOWN.... lol i know i'm crazy.. do bear with me for a while yah
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♥ K a r i n a ♥ Saturday, July 15, 2006
Hey hey hey missed me? lol kidding.. Anyways just a quick post on the science centre trip.. It was overall not too bad but it wasnt that good either..We got wet playing at the waterworks area.. experimented our faces with the machines...We ate MC.donalds :P....We played with all the stuff being displayed(but some wasnt functioning well)...We went to the Onimax Theatre which was terrible(it made us sick as it was a round shaped theatre)(and and and the 3D movie shucks! lol it was a really weird T-REX movie)...The only reason i enjoyed this trip is because i went with a couple of my good buddies.. muaks.. i shall allow the pictures to elaborate on the rest.. adious!
♥ K a r i n a ♥ Tuesday, July 11, 2006
lol hey hey people i'm hyper today!! Okay you'll probably think i'm crazy or something but but but i'm GOING TO SINGAPORE TOMORROW FOLLOWING THE COLLEGE.. whee hmm bet szejia probably couldnt sleep huh?? She was supposed to swim over due to her expired passport. Miraculously, she managed to renew in such a short time.. Great great! I'm gonna post up lotsa lotsa pictures on the trip. Do wait for my next post yeah? . Anyways, it was another hectic day. Gosh our "beloved" MUFY mother just cant shut her bloody mouth up but to complain so much. Argh i
m so frustrated. We have been slogging our ass of just to meet her demands.. thats it no more changes.. lol if she's complaining again i shall box her! haha *as if.... yeah anyways i felt pretty good today.. Seeing my college mates certainly made my day... I'm not trying to show off but they are extremely great people.. Who cares about those popular buncha hypocrites. All they do is talking big just to show off.. Thanks ya'll *winkx for giving me such a memorable journey being in college.. Jason, Aaron, szejia, xin nee, jeanne, alvin, rachel you guys rawks my world.. I used to once tought that college was hell but now i realised that there are actually things that certainly makes it worth being remembered.. except for the classes hehe .. we're being lazy asses man.. all we do is gossip and laugh during class.. felt pretty bad ehehe.. if only they make class more interesting.. how nice would that be?? okay lah i shall end my post now as i am suffering from typing so much.. lol doing 3 task at one time.. adious!
♥ K a r i n a ♥ Monday, July 10, 2006
Well i'll just leave a quick post. Finally the world cup has come to an end with Italy emerging as the champion! hehe felt estatic but sorry for France because they were equally great. Oh well, may the best team wins. Lillian Too must be really famous and making money now huh as she predicted everything so accurately... Well today was a pretty hectic day. We had to finished up that blardy annoying chemistry exhibition that was why we stayed back at college and only went back at 7!! Come on man, we were like the only students left in college lol they should hmm maybe award us with the title " the role models of Sunway" :P kidding. Anyways, it was sort of fun working with all my fellow good muffins. It seems like we have been complaining non-stop almost the whole day but we actually enjoyed it because i guess friendship is what we gained. The hard work and all the non-stop effort finally paid off when we finished off our periodic table chart. I was pretty depressed today, reminiscing the past. They must have freaked out after seeing me sobbing lol sorry people. I guess its pretty hard for me to ask myself to stand back on my own feet again eventhough that is what i always tell the others. treating my own problems seems harder then ever. I seriously dont like the feeling of being helpless. Thanks to the chemistry exhibition i felt much more better. At least its keeping me busy. Well I've sorted out my toughts already. I shall be fine by tomorrow.Till then i'll end my post Adious! ITALY!:P
♥ K a r i n a ♥ Saturday, July 08, 2006
To tell you the truth. I didint really like this week as sadness is pretty much everywhere. People aften get hurt over a failed relationship. So i hope you guys will pull yourself together and dont let it ruin your life as well. Jealousy, according to google, it means :Jealousy is an emotion experienced by one who perceives that another person is giving something that she/he wants (typically attention, love, or affection) to a third party. I believe that it should be controlled in an appropriate way. Although it might have been just a normal feeling you might experience. Do not allow it to take over your life. Other than that, we must not be wishy-washy in relationships. We should also not be too soft hearted as you might get taken advantage of. Haiz it seems pretty akward for everyone in college especially lunch time.. Seriously hoped that this thing will not last for long. Missed the good old MUFY days...
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On wednesday, i practically screwed up my english presentation. Wondered why because i did all necessary practices. Porbably i was too nervous. Had like millions of butterflies in my stomach .. lol.. Anyways Felt pretty exhausted throughout this whole week as i stayed back in college for the whole week except for friday for the student ambassador's room. The work load is simply too much and shouldnt be left just for the A & P team to do. Other than that, i was pretty pissed because of our "beloved" MUFY mother. Shes so picky, whiney and overall shes such a complain queen. Definitely the law-by-law kind of people. ARgh . Because of her many people have to do extra work and it was only given in such a short time. Yesterday sonia and szejia came over to my place for a slumber party. Overall was fun, enjoyable, memorable and happy. Felt so blessed *winks that i've found people who can actually bring ultimate joy into my life.. We played the computer, did our science and technology month banner(hopefully the college will approve this one), Ate lotsa junk food,watched cartoon lol,Went out at 11 PM to Danga Bay,Read magazines, Played playdoh(well it was not sticky at all unlike the 90 cents clay we bought for the chemistry project),Played truth of dare, Had lotsa heart-to-heart talks... We should arrnge for more of this... Okay i shall end my post, pretty tired as we slept at 4:30 am in the morning and woke up hell early.. Till then, tata!
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On wednesday, i practically screwed up my english presentation. Wondered why because i did all necessary practices. Porbably i was too nervous. Had like millions of butterflies in my stomach .. lol.. Anyways Felt pretty exhausted throughout this whole week as i stayed back in college for the whole week except for friday for the student ambassador's room. The work load is simply too much and shouldnt be left just for the A & P team to do. Other than that, i was pretty pissed because of our "beloved" MUFY mother. Shes so picky, whiney and overall shes such a complain queen. Definitely the law-by-law kind of people. ARgh . Because of her many people have to do extra work and it was only given in such a short time. Yesterday sonia and szejia came over to my place for a slumber party. Overall was fun, enjoyable, memorable and happy. Felt so blessed *winks that i've found people who can actually bring ultimate joy into my life.. We played the computer, did our science and technology month banner(hopefully the college will approve this one), Ate lotsa junk food,watched cartoon lol,Went out at 11 PM to Danga Bay,Read magazines, Played playdoh(well it was not sticky at all unlike the 90 cents clay we bought for the chemistry project),Played truth of dare, Had lotsa heart-to-heart talks... We should arrnge for more of this... Okay i shall end my post, pretty tired as we slept at 4:30 am in the morning and woke up hell early.. Till then, tata!
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♥ K a r i n a ♥ Wednesday, July 05, 2006
hey hey hey i'm back for a small little post which is just meant for pure laughter.. anyways here are pictures of what we do when we're bored during LAN classes.. enjoy!
Its just pure insanity!
Part one:
the write-only-4-words-and-create-a-story game lol
Its just pure insanity!
Part one:
the write-only-4-words-and-create-a-story game lol
♥ K a r i n a ♥
Hey people just a short post... Ahh darn!!! theres so many news on the world cup which was pretty unexpected.. First was the lost of Argentina, then it was england and BRAZIL!!! grr... i guess all of them havent been playing so well lately so cant blame anyone.. The germans lost as well woot woot* to one of my favorite team ITALY!! hiahiahia .. i'm betting this year's world cup champion might be ITALY OR FRANCE.. Portugal is not that bad but their are just not as good as the rest.. lol the only reason i'm supporting that team is because CHRISTIANO RONALDO is in the team.HOT HOT HOT!!. he is undeniably one of the best players in the Portugal's team.... Anyways support ITALY till the end...Till then i shall stop this nonsence as i am sitting right here typing this during my computer science lesson... Adios!
♥ K a r i n a ♥ Saturday, July 01, 2006
Okay i'm so so sho sorry for the long delay of this post. I have officially caught the lazybug disease which have lead to me, appearing offline, not writing a new post and blablabla. okay I'm pretty dissapointed with the world cup results yesterday. grr DEVASTATED!! how can the Argentinians lose to the Germans!! well since i cant change the fact that they lost, i'll divert my attention now to Italy and Brazil lol. It was undeniably a good and tight match which i enjoyed watching. But, i bet it was torturing all the soccer fans at home as the time was being dragged too long. How i wished it was a shorter match. Yeap these poor little soccer creatures certainly needs lotsa stamina and strength as they might need to play long matches. I wouldnt want to go through all those gruelling, painful and torturing training sessions they have to go through. hehe anyways i still enjoyed soccer as much as i did 4 years ago . I'm a sport freak :P. By the way, News flash: Lee chong wei is now the badminton men singles world number one. wohoo felt real estatic upon receiving this pleasant news. ehehe... ahh badminton, one of the best sports ever invented.
A picture i have taken from the lee chong wei's match. Pretty blurry
Another one
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I shall come back to reality and talk about what have been up in my life. lol. First up will be the tiring teacher's day preparations. The banners, votings, dedication notes,rehearsals certainly paid off as the event was pretty much a success. Specially thank our incredibly awesome leader Jiajun lol.. you rocks my socks hehe bet rachel might like this post huh?? *winks. Enjoyed working with all of them. hmm joining the student ambassadors might not be a bad idea afterall. experience and friendship i what i gain. Other than that, yeap i did the powerpoint presentation for the voting results hehe miss ong won two awards, lucy, abigail, and miss soo won one each. whee!.. I went out with my highschool besties last saturday. Man! how i really miss those sweet, bitter, sour??? moments with them hehe well they have left footprints in my heart which cannot be erased for as long as i live. ehehe hopefully you dont mind me with all the mushyness-juice in this post. Chatted and had lunch at the "kopitiam" in city square. I guess we pretty much have lotsa stuff to catch up with. ps."sharveen i'm gonna stuff you up with chocolates everyday until i see you gain some weight hehe". Watched scary movie 4 with them. Pretty much
